i dont know how to feel anymore after reading all that stuff .
it brings me joy hearing you're much happier but then again i feel kinda dissapointed with myself .
i dont know, i feel so lost without your guidance.
i think after those times, even though we are seperated now, i feel as if having you around to tell me what to do is like a daily routine .
and now that you're gone, it's as if i've lost my ways .
i dont know why im still pondering over these things but i guess i miss those times when it was me instead of them .