just had a chat with an old friend .
thanks for giving me advice and telling me whats going on .
im sorry for everything ive done to you, now i know you'rej ust trying to help us get through everything .
sometimes, i just felt jealous of how he describes , and how perfect you were compared to me .
but i hope we can get through all this and be what we use to .
everythin you've told me today, has made me stronger and know what i should do .
i nearly gave up, but you motivated me to try hard, and prove myself .
thanks . for everything .