it really helps me since i cant really talk to anyone at times .

well from myp revious blog, for those who read it, at times i dont know whether thats the type of guy he is or not .

thought he'd understand me . b uti guess not . and all i can do right now is "get the fuck out of his life" as asked .

since he would respect my wishes, then its only fair if i did as he wishes as well .

cant beleive our relationship is ending so soon .

its just too soon that i dont even wana think about it .

sighs . neways a lot of shits been ggoing on . and when he says he'd be there for me, i guess he's not. and that he's there for his other friends since im just a nobody to him right .

simple things he does makes the biggest changes to me .

well forgive and forget right .

thats all i have to aim for right now .

neways fuck, i really hate school right now, and ive missed out so much . been away 4 times last week . and twice already this week. i dont see the fucking point anymore . tomorrow have to help with yr 6 orientation, so i guess it''d be fun, hanging with viv =]

and next week is graduation on thursday. signing out on wednesday . whats the fucking point of signing out if we;re just guna come back ? sheesh .

hmm, was guna ask him to come to my graduation but dont think he would want to anymore since he hates me right and told me to go away .

sighs . everythings fucked . but things will get better in time right , just gotta stay come for the time being .

whats everyone doing on holidays ? i fucking have nothing to do . all i ahve plan is work full time overnight ==

gee , what a crap life .