trying to stay positive with myself .

i guess ill just have to get use to this .

mm , melinda's outing changed so probably wont go i think .

rents are already in shit with me, and pissed at me , and im frustrated and worried and everything . i duno what to do . i duno, i just need someone to talk to at this exact moment, and have am eaningful , deep conversation .

but i know, that once someone comes up to me bout it, i wont know what to say .

neways work was k .

my right leg is sore.

and my right eye ball is sore. i was trying on liquid eyeliner , and the ink smudge, and went on the inside skin of my bottom eyelid thing , and went to my eye balls . ouch .

neways , sighs ,

i duno what to say .

i feel like sleeping, but at the same time i dont. i dont know what i want anymore .

laters .