i feel like that im a mistake . i feel as if i always let everyone down. i feel like iit'd be better if i were gone . i feel like even the closest person to me hates me, is sick of me and doesnt want anything to do with me, even as said , going to suicide one day cs of how much i piss em off .
dont ask whats wrong with me .
dont call me selfish . i might be at times , but i dont think im that kind of person.
i knowi dont come from a great family, and that has probably effected the majority or my personality and bad qualitiesi may have .
but it saddens me to hear that people get the wrongi deas about me cs of how i express myself.
there's nothing wrong with me, i promise .
im just .. different to the rest of the world , and i dont know how to fix things .
sometimes , i feel like it's better if i dont say anything at all .
but if i do, i know that would still make people annoyed .
i dont know what to do with myself anymore .
