mm well ntohing new today , another shit day .
my mums going NZ for three weeks and wants me to come , from next tuesday till sunday .
mm, i just wana work hard out all week next week, buh have to study .. wana get my mind off everything
neways went city and yeh, was okay . then went burwood and ate icecream and boguht my sister a bracelet for her bdae, guna buy her shoes on top of that .
things were okay at first , but i duno, things turned out pretty crap
charlies angry with me gen cs i dogged him . aish , i duno what to do .
i duno, i felt kinda angry at first so i dogged him, but after that i reallt regret it cs now it turned into anothero ne of our stupid fights.
mm, i guess i dont feel like going anywhere fo the rest of the holidays anymore, buh maybe its just a temporary feeling for the moment .
dont think charlie wants to take me out on saturday so i guess i better just work gen .
i duno . maybe ive just over thinking things . mm i guess i deserve it for the moment .
neways im offs then , cant stand the thoughts running through my head .
