i feel as if i cant express myself or cry freely without being told off . after yesterday , it really got me down , all i heard was " grow up " or "its not worth crying ".

when im down, what can i do ? all i can do is cry . i know it wont fix anything . but it helps me to release my anger or how i feel about things .

i may be careless of other people's feelings , but thats just how i am .

when i feel upset or mad , ill chuck tantrums or cry ,i dont expect people to understand , but comforting me would be better than telling me to stopp crying. you cant just making people stop crying like that . its like telling someone, get over someone that cant be easily forgotten .

i dont know .

im just guna go eat my noodles now . a moment to enjoy . yum .