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wells i think im kinda a little over yesterday's incident . im happy i getta buy a school skirt tomorrow :DNTS: wear shorts under since everyone likes flipping eachothers skirts LOLhmm well another days gone past and it just gets worst doesnt it ? far out .i have so much on my mind that i cant keep up with everything . school stress, my parents, my friends, charlie , its just getting too much . everything is just confusing me so much that i dontk now what im suppose to do . if you guys understand me well, you'd know im not very good at adapting to changes and that it'd take a while . i need you guys to be patient with me . if you're not , then your not a true friend . i dont understand why , if im upset , i go sulking to charlie and then we end up fighting . its like a bad nightmare . thats my first issue . next, my parents are being unfair to me in my point of view ( yesterdays blog ) and school is just homework home work homework continuously andi ts only the fourth day of school . i dont know how much more of this id be able to take .just , im sorry for everyone i dissapoint but its just me . thats how i am . so deal with it , understand it , and help me out or dont bother at all and get away from me . i dont need any more nonsense . i have no time to waste .wells todays i had a great day besides fighting with charlie . now lets talk about smoething more cheerful .today at school it was great . i think im starting to enjoy school more . i just dont know why . thats so not like me huhs ? x]wells today i had uhms , leme thinkkkkkkkkkk . geo , science, art, english .it was great :D i had two computer lesson . maybe thats why it was fun x] NTS : must plan art and do my english speech LOLOL ! yerhs we have two new girls in our group , kai and jin yoon . so awesome =] hope to get to know them better . xD . well after school, we all planned to invite our group to strathfield . jenna , melissa , sarah, vivienne and i ended up going together whilst poor alice had to miss out cause she needed to pick up her sister from daycare =[ . wouldve been great for her to tag along ! yerhs we arrived at stratty 320ish and went to go eat cold noodles at BASSIUM x] . im so greatful charlie introduced me to cold noodle . THANKS BUBS<3
nts: eat cold noodles slowly since its very chew. if not it'll get stuck in between yur throat nd mouth =" CHOKING"
didnt stay long but i had a great time being with my friends . jenna and melissa sadly had to go due to tutor so we all deicded to go home . even thoughi was depressed half the day , thanks to sarah i cheered up , shes always telling me "dw its okays"and "dont be sad or cry cause ill be sad and cry too", always being there for me .
sarah is such a great friend even thoguh i get angry at her at times .
thanks sarah .
well i jsut wanted to say im sorry for everyone ive dissapointed , and that thanks for being patient with me .
im not good at keeping promises and ive said id try harder many times . i guess its a lie now huhs ? this time , i wont make promises anymore , i cant bare to keep dissaponiting you guys
well i think ive said enough dont you think ?xMichellee. <3
